What you don’t want to see, what you refuse to acknowledge in life, continues to exist anyway no matter how you ignore, deny and repress it. And sooner or later you will find it right in front of you and it will not be possible for you to avoid it. You can take time and postpone as much as possible this confrontation, yet if you believe it to dodge it forever you are a poor fool.
With the above statement I don’t mean to cause anxiety or ruin your day. What I am trying to say is that facing what you don’t want to see may be the most ecstatic and beautiful experience, all that you have longed for and your ultimate purpose in life.