If you are convinced that there is scarcity in your life, try to consider fro a moment that the issue may be just the opposite.
The problem is not your scarcity, but your invisible abundance.
The issue here is that you don’t see your abundance of resources, energy and talent.
Believing you are not or don’t have enough is often a strategy for avoiding facing who you really are. You would like to be who you are not because you are unable to see who you are. If you are unable to see who you are, how can you ever see who you are not?
So if you don’t want to continue wasting time and making fun of yourself you can decide to consider who you already are and what you already have. Make an inventory of your external and internal warehouses, try to remember what you have hidden and where.