To put meaning in one’s life may end in madness,
But life without meaning is the torture
Of restlessness and vague desire
It is a boat longing for the sea and yet afraid.
(Edgar Lee Masters, born with full moon in Pisces)
When you are fully aware of your madness, then nothing makes you more afraid because nothing is more frightening than yourself. When you become a lover of yourself, then also fear becomes your lover, so you will have both a lot of fear and a lot of love.