You can understand the meaning of your life only when you are ready to acknowledge and accept your true sexuality. Here I am not referring to sexuality as you can read or hear about. These are ideas and not sexuality. Their purpose is to manipulate your true sexuality, imposing conducts, judgments and behaviours based on past traditions or contemporary fashions.
Sexuality is the maximum expression of life, whereas ideas about sexuality are the extreme manifestation of death.
Ideas and judgments about sexuality serve the purpose of repressing your true sexuality. Each time you access your true sexuality those ideas block you, claiming that there is something wrong with you and forcing you to feel what you do not feel or not to feel what you feel. The same applies to all features of life.
When you don’t accept your true sexuality, when you allow ideas and judgments about sex to manipulate your senses and awareness, all your life becomes manipulation, your life is not yours anymore and you are indeed dead.
Sexuality is not about sex, it is about life.